this is at about a month and a half along.(not my mom's baby picture, random one i found online. 
my mom was past that when the baby died.
theres still a 25% chance her cancer spread. for the few of you who read this keep her in your prayers.
God is good.

the carpet on the steps in the christmas story is the same carpet on my stairs at my house.
i was in charge of running the snow shoes this morning and until this morning i had never even seen one.

hey im home! and i didnt get lost once on the way home. isnt that exciting? i really dont know what to say...im working a lot and love it. and i get to spend lots of time w/ the ppl i love and missed...and yeah...i missed the noise. its way to quiet at school....maybe i'll run away to ohio

i come back to MI this week! i cant wait to see all the awesome ppl that i miss...i bet elias is walking already..it makes me feel old. hopefully i wont get lost on the way back...i'll have 3 ppl to help me but still...yeah i really dont have anything to say...my uncle sent me a dvd of my grandpa's funeral. but i dont really want to watch it..thats the kind of thing you only see in person....anywho...

if we only said the necessary life would be boring.

hmm..should i update? guess i am. just to let you all know that im still alive. i really have nothing tom say. i miss you all. unless someone is reading this that i dont know and then i guess that i cant miss you.
anywho...im in the middle of nowhere. the nearest walmart is 40minutes away. isnt that crazy?!
my roommates are crazy. oh oh guess what?!! this guy i met a couple days ago called me normal! isnt that crazy? and he called me it again the other day! anywho... oh and someone calls me a canadian for some reason.hmm..
all of the students have a service assignment. mine is swat elite. which means im on call and they jsut call me when other ppl dont show up for their jobs. so i only work wednesdays. but i havent worked at all yet which i think is pretty awesome...yeah my life is lame. i have nothing else to say. love you all.